Thursday, April 19, 2012

Thoughts at 32 (ish) weeks

So I haven’t done much of the whole “document my pregnancy” crap on this blog. In fact, I haven’t really documented it at all. Anywhere.  I realized the other day that I have only taken like 5 “belly pics” in the last 7 months and they consist of gems like this one, snapped with my phone yesterday at work:
(yes, I still have a thousand-year-old flip phone. Ghetto).

And one from the front, taken today:
Here's one at 27 weeks:

And a dark, blurry one at 30 weeks, complete with scary devil eyes:

So anyhoo, I’m at 32 weeks now. 33 on Sunday to be exact. And the two questions I seem to be asked constantly are “how are you feeling?” and “are you ready?”

To the first question I can honestly say that I’m feeling pretty good. A bit of heartburn here and there, some swollen feet  on hot days, and bending over is getting more and more difficult. But other than that things are normal.

The second question, however, elicits responses ranging from “no, but luckily we’ve still got some time” to “Oh my hell no. Now please hold me while I dissolve into a massive hormone-fueled anxiety attack.” Because at this point we seriously haven’t even bought the kid so much as a pack of diapers, and the room reserved for a nursery has only recently been emptied of its former contents.  Plus I’m slacking on the hypnobirthing prep bigtime (mostly because I can’t listen to any of the CDs without falling asleep after about five minutes. Did you have that problem, Meg?)

But despite the anxiety created by my procrastination habit, being less than 8 weeks away from Baby Butch’s due date is also quite the thrill. One of the highlights so far was my first baby shower on Saturday, thrown by my fabulous girlfriends. It was so fun to spend time with some of my favorite people, including friends that I don’t see often enough, and I felt so overwhelmed by everyone’s generosity and good wishes. Of course I forgot to bring a camera, but luckily Megan’s iphone came to the rescue.  We didn’t manage to get a pic of everyone that came but here is one of some of the girls that attended:

So that’s what’s up these days. Mike and I are both a little anxious about this change in our lives, yet so excited to meet this little person and see what he’s all about. I still can’t believe we’re actually going to be parents. It blows my mind on a regular basis. 

7 comments:

The McBrides said...

first of all, I want your maternity wardrobe. second of all, it sounds like your feeling for 33 weeks week are right where they should be- excited mixed with scared shitless, and third of all, I love that Carter made the group photo- awesome. SO fun seeing you Saturday, you looked fa fabulous and really did pull in some pretty great loot! Baby Butch is going to be one stylin little guy ;)

Meg said...

Yay for preggo pics! You look adorable, as always! I'm excited for baby Butch to get here! He's going to be awesome. I already know it.

Doug and Leslie said...

You look so cute! I love pregnancy pics (however, I hated my own) I swear I was five times as big as you at 32 :)
And just FYI - I still can't believe I'm a mom sometimes and it's been 6 months but it's wonderful

mandy said...

You look adorable! You think you are anxious now, wait until you are in labor. I will have you know I didn't prepare at all for labor and I don't regret it.

mandy said...

You look adorable! You think you are anxious now, wait until you are in labor. I will have you know I didn't prepare at all for labor and I don't regret it.

Ty and Meg said...

Dang. You look good. These last few weeks will just fly by. Not to freak you out. The good news is as long as you have boobs your baby really doesn't need anything else. :) Diapers are helpful, but whatever. I fell asleep all the time during CDs. I just said it was because I got SO RELAXED meaning I was a dominant hypnoer. Go with that. :) As long as you have decided you are going to do this natural thing, you will be fine. I still can't believe I am a parent. It still freaks me out. I hope thats normal. haha But, it is the best. You are going to love it. I am SO SO excited for you. There is nothing to be nervous about. Don't let the anxiety get the best of you. haha :)

Lori and David said...

You look great Dasha! I don't think you ever feel ready for a new baby to arrive... but you'll be just fine!